Dear Beautiful Mum, I can't believe I'll never see you and hold you again. I'm sadder than I ever thought possible, I'm wearing your scarf round my neck, your ring on my finger and a million wonderful memories in my heart and mind, yet still I can't fill the void your leaving this world has left. I Love you, I want to chat to you, to hold your hand in mine. I know your at peace now and that I must find mine but the sadness clouds everything and for now I will grieve and mourn the greatest loss I have ever known.loving you always. Nikki.xxx